I am new to this world even though I have been writing for
some time now and have spent literally months researching the Do’s, Don’ts,
Should’s and Shouldn’ts of self publishing which I will share in a series of
blogs to offer what I can to anyone who is in the same position as me.
I honestly thought that just writing my first novel Theft of Hearts would be the greatest
challenge…You know the challenge of the blank word document on the screen that
has to be filled with words, plots, sub plots and a story you haven’t got a
clue about because it hasn’t evolved yet!

Now in between this process there came the writer’s
block! I’d heard about it…seen many
films where an irate actor chucks piles of screwed up paper into the over
flowing bin whilst swigging copious amounts of alcohol before falling asleep on
the typewriter or laptop…but I didn’t know what it was until it hit me! Suddenly the words that were flowing into my
mind with lightening speed; the words that quickened the pace of my heart with
the excitement of what my imagination was conjuring up, suddenly they DISAPPEARED!…They
literally disappeared and on more
than one occasion!!
I’d stared out of the window, at the wall, the floor
anywhere to find the silly words that refused to return!! I drank lots of tea and
coffee (left the alcohol because a giddy writer’s block wouldn’t help matters
at all)….I’d paced the floor….Went for a walk to clear my head (something I
heard could help) but then panic hit again!!!
Oh no...I’m a fake, I can’t write!! Who was I kidding? I bet this never
happened to JK or EL!!!
There was nothing more to it….I HAD TO GIVE UP! I decided I'd pretend I never
started in the first place…thankfully only a few chosen people were given the
privilege of sharing my dream…my failure was in trusted hands. Then ‘it’
happened. The ‘it’ that wouldn’t leave me alone.
The ‘it’ that kept niggling…Go
on…You can do it!...Go on…’it’s’ in
your blood, you know you want to. You
know you can’t give up!...
In short the ‘it’ got
the better of me and added to which ‘it’
was prodded aggressively by my daughter who refused to accept my self induced failure
and before I knew it I was sitting in front of the laptop with renewed
confidence that I could do ‘it’.
And yes, many months later the novel was finished…I’d OVERCOME the CHALLENGES and I couldn’t have felt prouder or for that matter,
smugger...I’d written a book!
End of story?
Oops 'fraid not, this is only the beginning of the tale!
Now another challenge looms…Have I written a good
story?...Does it even make sense?...Will anyone like it?....How will I publish
it?…..How will I market it so the world gets to see my creation?...What if...?
Whilst this blog doesn't give specific, practical help (I promise I'll share those later) the 4 important steps to becoming a writer are:
1. BELIEVE you can
2. BELIEVE the world wants to hear what you have to say
3. BELIEVE you will overcome the many challenges
4. BELIEVE IN YOUR DREAM!
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